I haven't been on here for so long, it seems all my favorites are gone and such, but at least this time I remembered my password I'm not a stable artist, for I make up songs out of no where and tend to frantically recite them so I won't forget them and since I got my iPhone I've been able to record and type my little sparks of something. I'm at the moment overhaulin' my life, staying best-friends with the ex-boyfriend is much more difficult then it seemed, well actually I never really thought about it much when I decided to talk to him again. I've realized my feelings for someone again and simply don't know how to even address the fact and tell them really anything, and can't even become really actually friends with them, it's quite horrible, if I do say so myself. I'm talking as I write this so this sounds a lot like how I talk and puts a smile on my face, which is always a welcomed occurrence.